~Bad News~

Before I start, let me tell you all that these few days have been an emotionally challenging one for me, which is well, lets just say that I didnt want them to happen again.

I got some bad news, very bad news for the readers of my blogs, which I doubt exist. I have decided to abandon my blog, the virtual world, and focus more on the real world. I might come back when my problems are finally solved, be it 1 day, 10 days, or 100 days, or never.

When he starts talking to me,
When she forgives me,
When they finally accept me,
When the good ol' days are back,
When everything is in order,
When I can truly be happy again,
Is the day,
When this blog will finally see the daylight,
Again.

Farewell, I wish that I can be back here.

~Dog, Cat and Rat~

Haha, todays PCCG was quite fun, I was sitting with Patricia and singing like bobos, stopping temporarily due to the disturbances of a creature whos name feared by none, Ms Form Teacher.

I was telling Pat this cute story, and to my amazement, she understood it! XD

Haha, its about this UBER cute story about a dog, cat and rat which was SUPER cute yet EVIL at the same time, as it involves erm, talking bad stuffs about other people. Haha! Cute CUTE XD

*wanted to post the story but decided against it for fear of incurring someone's wrath*

Oh my, my spirit for blogging is getting diminished by the days, haiz, maybe blogging is just plain boring.

Before I forget, for those sitting near me, you must have found out of my leaky pens, ahha, I finally found out that it was my pencilbox that was SOAKED, yes literally SOAKED in ink! GARH!!

Planning to go cut my hair SPIKE with KF and SJ this thursday, keke prepare to see the transformation!

~Friends~

Who exactly are your friends?

Im sure you all dont go around asking people "Are you my friend?"

Does the person ...

that accompany you every recess down your friend?

that give you a birthday present your friend?

that always says hi in the morning to you your friend?

that lend you his/her homework to copy your friend?

that never fails to cheer you up your friend?

that always bully you your friend?

and the countless questions follows...

Its also quite hard to make friends these days, and Im sure you dont go around looking and sounding like a moron by saying, "Hey can we be friends?"

Who can you make friends with?

The person sitting next to you?

The person who travel with you to school every morning?

The person who has the same CCA as you?

The person who have the same hobbies as you?

And the list continues on and on and on, neverending.

Are you my friend?

~Summary~

Okay peepz, a quick quick summary of these 3 busy BUSY days.

On wednesday, we had this Physics MCQ test, which was crappy, and nothing else to elaborate on that day le, keke.

On thursday, we had this killer Chinese test, and I freaking couldnt finish on time, oh well, Im so prepared to fail it anyways, and some stealing thing happened in our school, but Im not that sure about who and why he did it, so its best no to comment so much.

At the end of the day, I wanted to chiong home to mug bio test, but the jian me decided to wait for someone to provide me with bio answers! I hope no teachers see this, but I got a disclaimer, so Im perfectly safe! KEKEKE! I then went home with another person, and I literally told her all the answers, haha, Im nice I know.

On friday, which is today, we had Biology test, which was on first impression, a breeze, as I had like 75% of the questions, but I realised that some of my answers were WRONG!!!

=(((((((((((((

Before I forget, I also told another person like all the questions today morning, and he just msned me saying that he will fail the test, like WTH!

Haha, today I was quite happy as I just realised that I have mastered the art of bullshitting and improvisation. XD

Lalala Lalala Lalala

~Hiatus~

Okiez, this will be a short post, as I gotta run study for my Physics test, or quiz, or whatever. Went to Candice house, with Agnes, Hong Wen and Jonathan Teo today, quite crazy and fun, oh well, guess Ill blog about it another time, if I feel like it that is.

To someone, I wasnt angry at you, I just wanted to ... Haha. Keep the sweets coming though, love them!

Due to the incoming tests and overloading pile of undone homework, I have decided to stop blogging for a while, at least until to the end of the week.

Sayonara!

I wasnt angry AT ALL.

~Kindness~

School day was normal as usual, except that I was extremely happy today! But Im not telling you bratz the reason haha! And Ken Leong scolded us!=(((

After school was where the drama starts, lots of running around up and down, I went down to photocopy some thing for LEONARD, and was desperately looking for PATRICIA, I ran back up before photocopying as I had news that shes sneaking out! GRR! XD

When I reach the 3rd spiral staircase, I spotted her lamely hiding in the obvious corner, and shouted her, literally knelt down on the floor to beg her, lucky I got up fast enough, as Mr Clubs and 2 of his bratty friends pass by. Phew!

The kind me helped Jasvin's group film one short short scene, which involves standing gayly near to LEONARD, eww, you bratties better put a special thanks at the end of the film to credit my hard work and professional acting! ^_^

To a certain someone, you better apologise to me until I shuang for taking my portfolio before I start to dao and refuse speaking to you forever. Im serious.

After that, pat, leo and me went to leo's house, the boliao bigmouth me pointed to the incoming taxi as we exited the gate, and we just hopped on, and they cheated me of my $5!!! Evil mean PIG, yes you Leonard. XD

We filmed some scenes there, watched leo got owned at DoTA, keep saying the very nice statement of, 'ni de blog bu gou elegant you mei you' and sipped a few sips of a very nice drink, lol. Just realized that leo is a rich kia, the clothes he wear at home also very presentable de wor! Me and pat then went home together talking and chatting like no one cared!

For all you brats who had noticed and wondering why the title of this entry is Kindness, its because of something obviously! -.-

Its just that sometimes, I feel that Im too nice too some people, not only you 22062212, Im also quite nice to other people, its just that, when I need help sometime, will they be as willing to lend me a helping hand? They even abuse my help and keep asking me for more and more stuffs. Maybe, just maybe, Im just too nice.

Ming tian ni yao yue wo? Xian hao hao fan xing yi xia ba!

~New Blogskin~

Yay! Finally changed my blogskin, complements to Leonard aka Solistice, and Siang Yee, haha a big fat thanks to them, my blog looks SO much more personalized now.

Nothing else to post le... Keke!

Thank you.

~Question~

Someone just asked me this question,

What would you say to me if Ive only got 15 more seconds in this world?

I answered that person, which is confidential of course. =)

When I asked him back , he replied with

Your kindness can scale that of a mountain, but too bad it's wasted. Goodbye, I value our friendship.

Now Im asking you boliao people who read my blog the same question. XD

Tag at my board your answers. =)

I appreciate it.

~Confrontation~

Mymy, what a day, it has been quite a long day, with 2 'battles' with a certain insignificant person, oh well I must admit that you won me fair and square, well done! Dont get too cocky though, Ill improve and maybe we can fight again some other time, no hard feelings eh! Just a game, friendship is more important than winning or losing.

I just realised that even though I had lost, I didn't know so many people actually support me, liked me, maybe I was living in an unidealised world where I think everyone are big fat evil piggies! Lol! Especially today during recess, ahaha!

Got a message to 2 people, you know who you are la! :)

To the first person

Hey, sorry I let you down yah! You placed so much hope in me, tried to guide me all the way, but sadly I failed, I know you must have been really dissapointed in me, but oh well, guess thats life, you win some and you lose some. Its just that, I know that haiz... nvm, got so much to tell you, but guess this isn't the place eh, ahaha thanks for introducing to me such a nice nice nice friend. All in all, THANKS YOU RAWK <3! XD

Ill prove XiaoboyboY wrong yea!

To the second person

Hihihi! Haha, fine I admit I got no iniative, oh well, guess we no fate to watch fireworks together but its always you who ask me de mah, ahah maybe Ill be more proactive ba, keke! Sorry la just now I quite nonchalant, but I was quite sad and moody, hee hee! I got 2 lines to tell you ya, dun cry I know its dam touching!

Its up to you, whether you take me as a friend or not, I just want to tell you that I have always treasure our friendship, its all up to you.

I really thank you for your concern, but hopefully you'll understand my feelings, some things are just best kept private eh.

I shall end this post! Yipee! Its 1 am and Im hyper!

The battle is lost, but the war is won.

~Super Thursday~

It had been a great day! I shall narrate what happened to me today so that you bored people can indulge in my fun! Bwaha!

It first started with me reaching the school hostel to do our filming at around 11am, and only Yuchen, Shunjie and Adeline was there, we cant do anything, since we only have a batteryless camera, and thus we wait, and wait, and wait, and wait, doing some gaying and act cuting around as usual!

Me and Shunjie decided to fetch Patricia from the bus stop for fear of her being lost, and she took a different route, causing us to miss her and make a waste trip. Smart. We then started folding our paper cranes, and I have to admit Im HORRIBLE at origami, I only managed to fold 1 successful crane, for the rest, I folded until a certain step and gave Pat to finish off!

Me and Pat then decided to go KFC to take away for the rest of us, and we went there together with a bunch of 3Fs, theres this girl which provides me with a very bad impression, haha, when I ask Pat, she also think the same! We then returned to the hostel to gobble up our food, thats when Sieu Ping came.

It was a total waste of 3 hours? We at first wanted to film the hostel scene before continuing at Bugis, but we then decided to straightly go to Bugis, that was already around 3pm, and I have another movie outing with someone at 4pm !!! HOW!!!

On the way to Bugis, I called Leonard whether we can use his house, he said OK, so nice of him right, we used like once his house liao, and he isnt even in our group!

When we reached Bugis, this is where the trouble begun, we found out that our current memory card can only film 8 more seconds, and a frenzy of calling to Kian Hong, Kuei Fu, Ivan Hu begin,
I was quite stressed as the whole group decided to go back to hostel to transfer our data and do some filming there but I promise someone to go watch movie with her. Smart me called the person who is watching movie with me whether she got a SD card, and miracles do happen! Yay!

When she came, she hand over the SD card and we went to watch My Super Ex-Girlfriend, Iwas wanting to watch Tokyo Drift due to someones strong recommendation, but oh well! That crazy bimbo even suggested we sneak into the movie See No Evil, which is bloody NC16, and im a guai gia worx! In the movie, she keep repeating 8 people 1 psychotic killer, yadayada!

My first impression of this movie was highly unrealistic, there were quite humour here and there though. At the end of the movie though, I thought that it was not that bad a movie though, highly recommended I must say! I liked it, so if you guys took my word and think it sux, dun blame me! =(

Be careful of the vulgarities, some wu liao sex scenes and nudity present in this movie though!

Today just rawked! =D

Euu areee shooo bimbozz worrxxx

~Realisation~

My judgement have erred.

I must have been blind, treating the angels as devils, and the devils as angels.

Im sick of being treated like this, sick of being treated all nice and stuff when people need me, and my usefulness have been used up, they just chuck me to one side, and after some time, they treat me nicely all over again, just to use me again, and the process repeats.

Im tired. Stop treating me like a spare tyre.

Before I forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

I hate myself.

~National Day Celebration~

My my... what a day. I shall start with describing the things that happened in school. We first had this very nice concert which I cant be bothered to mention, except for the fact that Eva sings well! Ms Form Teacher gave me a late birthday present, dont think of bribing me with some cheap stuff wor! But Im happy, so thx! XD

AND WE WON THE MASCOT AWARD YAY!!! SHUNJIE WAS HAWT!!!

I was quite apprehensive lor, not really sure where to go after the whole celebration, whether anyone wants me. =( Haha! But my guardian angel Taupok asked me whether want to go Justus house and be crazy, and I accepted. YAY! YAY! YAY! Its so much better than hanging with 4 losers riteee =)

Enough of it! Lets talk about the fun fun stuff! Me, Agnes, Huan Jun, George and Justus decided to go to Justus house, but halfway George left us for no known reason, most probably he left us as he felt left out, I understand that feeling, and I really regret that I didnt make him more like a family. Its sad to be left out.

During the way to the 30 bus stop, something extremely memorable happened, for some unknown reason, pardon my short-term memory, HJ unzipped his pants, flashed his underwear literally in front of us, resulting in a traumatised Agnes and crazy Justus and nonchalant me! LOL! XD

I was quite shocked at the 30 bus stop, when I saw an ostracised guy going somewhere with his friend to have lunch I presume? SO SWEET!!!

During the bus trips, we were playing cards for the first one, and we were HIGH! Lurve and missed that kind of feeling! During the 2nd one, my gay nature started to permeate the air again, causing me to subconsciously try to open Agnes skirt and shirt, overall it was dam funny =D

To summarise what happen during the around 5 hours of his house, let me narrate some words!

BRIDGE!
MINI VITASOY!
MAGGIE MEE!
HORNY MUSIC -.-
SOME NARUTO PS2 GAME
ALL OF US GETTING HIGH

Today was the day, finally the day, where I laughed so happily, gayed so gayly, did the things I wanted to do, doing all these stuffs. Without a mask.

After some highness, me HJ and Agnes left the house, HJ accompinied both of us to wait for the bus, while his bus is the opposite one, we had lots of fun there, especially seeing Agnes getting tortured and make swears of LOO CHOO MUI and WONG FEE MIN as her mother and father -.- LOL!

Thx to Justus for his kind and generous hospitality, Agnes for her constant highness, and HJ for his company to the bus stop and horny music.

Like a tide, life has its low and highs, live with it, and pray for the high tide to overturn the low one.

~Armageddon~

Have you ever felt the whole world suddenly crashing on you? The troubles just keep coming, the frustrations wont ever left you, the burden just wont lighten itself. Its just that, I did my best, I already did my fucking best, I put in all my effort, and what did I get in the end? A fucking piece of shit, all my efforts wasted.

I dont care, let the whole world come crashing down, I used to desperately hung on, trying to hold on as long as I could, as I naively thought that help will be on the way, someone will save me. I was wrong, your daily fairy tales will never happen, guess Im tired of waiting, its the time to just let go. The world doesnt really need me anyway, Im just extra, invisible, an outcast.

Life has to go on...without me.

~Society~

In every society, theres always a leader, or quite a number of leaders, and the rest of followers. Like what my beloved EX-form teacher of 2 years used to say, you either be a leader, follower, or terrorist =X.

If a leader is effective, the whole society will be ran well, everything will go smoothly, and with everyone united as one mind, the country will prosper and progress as one. On the other hand, if the leader is ineffective, an imbecile, its hard for the country to move together, this happens in most cases, remember Animal Farm? Power corrupts! Power corrupts!!!

In another case, the leader is trying hard to control his followers, while the followers just wont cooperate, rendering the leader helpess, this problem can be easily solved by changing his leading ways. He can be more domineering, but it might also backfire, if the followers strike a rebellion.

Now, for some randomness, a message to 3 people!

To someone : Your sudden ordering and dominating nature has permeated the air, and youre making me more and more disrespect you, stop it before I become evil =X

To someone : Your sudden spark might bring new life to this old stagnant society, what you said today rawks yea! Hope your enthusiasm doesnt die off so quickly!

To myself : You just let another good oppurtunity miss, these rare chances dont come so easily, Im dissapointed in you.

When are we going to watch fireworks? LOL XD!

~Bugis~

Leonard, Ivan Hu, Ting Hui and me went to bugis to supposedly buy a red shirt so that we have something nice to wear for the upcoming National Day...

We walked walked walked, and yet walked again, the first part of they day was crappy, lots of time wasted, with nothing bought. When we went to Bugis Street courtesy of Iron Hydroxide, they bought their own shirts, while I didn't buy any =( because I already got one red shirt mah! KekeX!

The shirt quality there not bad la, if I got one whole day, I can stay there and slowly go from one shop to one shop, but the guys were quite rushed, and they only pay attention to red shirts -.- The quality of the red shirts there quite sukky la, except for one which Leonard bought, actually I also want, but not that as despo as him, then give him lor!

Hehe, actually I never buy anything because I saving for a nice nice slingbag, that place also sell alot, anyone free to accompany me slowly choose? Hee Hee!

Like a flower, it blooms to its fullest potential midway before wilting pathetically at night. *If you understand this, I call you SHEN*

~What If...~

What if I wasnt born to this world, will my absence make a difference?

What if I hadn't come to Singapore, will my life still be this enriching?

What if I had entered a different primary school, will my friends be a totally different group?

What if I had studied harder for my PSLE, will I be in the same school as them?

What if I hadnt gone to 1i/2i, will I be what I am today?

What if I hadnt sat with Eva for 1 year, will I still be this sociable?

What if I had cherished our friendship more, will we still be good friends like last time?

What if I hadnt entered 3c, will I be happier or sadder?

What if I hadnt sat with Leonard for those 3 months, will I still change to be the me now?

What if I hadnt gone to Canberra, will my eyes still be as big as now?

What if i hadnt sat with Ivan, will our relationship improve to be like now?

What if I had gone to watch Tokyo Drift today, will I still regret it like now?

What if...
What if...
What if...

Life is full of What if...

What to do?...

Be an asshat and insist that everything that you have done is the correct thing!

What if I hadnt met you, or you, or even you?...

~Regret~

Have you had an experience where you had made a decision and after an hour or so, you come to regret it?

Well, I have, just now actually.

And now. I regret.

~Friends & Lies~

Lots of things to blog about today!

Lets first start with a rant!

/starts RANT

FUCK YOU MISS FORM TEACHER

AND YOU TOO MR MATHS ASS

STOP MAKING MY LIFE HELL

/ends RANT

Haha! Despite all these, I felt happy today, I felt normal, human, despite something retarded, moronic, abnormal that I did at around 2-3pm KeKe! Im so not going to post it here, lest people think Im some freako!

Hmm...I finally realised that making friends is a process that is vital in your life. It is much more important than money, academics, and even ticky tocky time! I sacrificed around 1 hour today just to improve my relationship with someone! Hee Hee!

On the other hand, I absolutely detest being lied on. Let me give you a classic example! A only tells me that he had thrased B in a fight, and A only told me that, without telling me of the fact that B was injured before hand. That is a lie.

Being lied is not a good feeling. The first time I find out that you have lied to me, I will not immediately confront you, I will just give you a few more days grace, and prayed day and night that you will tell me the truth. If you still didnt do any action, dont blame me for my sudden coldness towards you. XD

Lying isnt such a big thing, I myself have told countless of lies before, but after some days, there will be a pricky feeling in me. That is called conscience. I will then proceed to the person I lied to and tell him the truth, he might still be angry at me, I dont really care, but at least I felt better.

Lying to me wont get you killed, or daoed for your whole life, Im a nice guy ^_^. After a few days of cold war, everything will go back the same, so all those who have lied to me, tell me and confess the truth, it wont hurt.

That concludes my post. =D

To someone : More candies pls XD

I always thought that I was special, unique, different in your heart, but...False Hope.

~Scandalous Couple. NOT.~

Okiez, school was normally as boring, except for some laugher pangs from the bottom right side of the class, lol.

At the end of the day, Iron Hydroxide yue me to go home together, not to go to her house or my house, just walk together, because shun lu mah. yep! While we were walking walking, a 158 bus wheezed past us, I glance quickly, and found no familiar faces, or thats what I thought.

When I reach my bus stop, she was with me since i inferred that her opposite 12 has just passed by. Lol. I recieved 2 smses by 2 bo liao people stating Scandalous Couple. Thx hor. Get a life please!

When her 12 arrived, I pei her run across, then she say my 14 come le, then I run back, so cute and fun lor!!! Nvm zi high. -.-

I shall end this lame post with a poem, and to say to those 5 boliao people, that we only frenz worx!

The way

As I walk back
Deep in thought
Walking step by step
Trying to take it further
When will my wish come true
When will the day finally come
When will I be happy
These questions filled my head
Facing the setting sun
A drip of sweat runs down my head
Of was it a tear?

Hmm...I dno what to put here...Lol.

~Bad Day~

Today was a BAD BAD BAD school day!

It begins with our Physics teacher coming up to me with some conversation early in the morning, and our cheery converstaion ends in him saying that 'Im thinking of reporting this matter to your Level Mistress.'

Whatever. Hes nice during the elective btws!

The day continues with me getting back our Maths Test. I got 24/40! Hmm, not that happy, not that sad either. In an environment where the majority gets 30+, u wouldnt be that happy if your marks is erm, below average right! And our dear Maths teacher didnt even encourage me like he did to other students. Ass.

The finale has yet to come. While we were leaving the computer lab after bio, our dear form teacher called me to her side, I knew something was coming, I just knew it! Our conversation was retarded, moronic and lame. It contains words like counselling, sensitive, boy, girl, BLA BLA, watever!

Hello Miss Form Teacher, I can bloody well solv my own problems, *which I dont think there is in this case* and I dont need your help. Thank you very much. Instead of spending too much time on me, you should in fact seek treatment for your high levels of cutey-smile hormone. Have a nice day.

I hate it most when people try to think they understand me VERY well, when they like dont! I can very well solve my own problems, and if I need someone to share my burden with, I have my own confidantes, so those who are too free should just erm run along and mind their own business.

My guai guai boi boi image is so ruined. I mean SO ruined.

LFPJJ! LFPJJ! LFPJJ!

~Crapz~

Reminder to self:

Dont be greedy !

Thanks for not giving up on me. Yay!

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