Thursday, July 27, 2006
Enlightenment, Finally.
~True Enlightenment, Finally~
I was just talking to someone just now, and felt that his words carry lots of sense, I used to feel that the world is mine, everything that I want will come true, I foolishly thought that I lived in utopia, where everyone is happily smiling and kind towards one another.
Soon, I found out that I was wrong, very wrong. This world tend to be a cold place, devoid of warmth. There were many people who were evil and scheming, or that I used to thought. I used to hate lots of people, and only look at the most superficial of things, I feel that they should dissapear from the earth, and the world should only be for people who are nice and kind.
I started to be a backstabbing bitch, spreading rumours of every single human being that I hate, I started to wear a mask, to protect myself from the world, in fact, the only person that Im hurting is myself.
When looking at people, I always see them in the most negative light, people always give you 100 impression points, and slowly deducting it everytime you did something bad against them, but for me, its the exact opposite. I give every single person near me 0 points, and they need to earn these points. Hard life huh?
The world is not as bad as you think of, if you can just look at things from different angles, people might have become to what they are due to certain circumstential reasons. It was an emotional roller coaster ride for me, getting hurt each time I see my enemy prosper, while I further sink to oblivion, clutching to climb up.
To someone whom all 3Cians should know : Honestly, I admire you, I admire your boldness in being yourself, your principle in life had always been correct, being happy is of utmost importance.
It had been a long journey, and the last chapter have finally ended. Its time to move on and to start on another book, a brighter and more happy story.
As I wrote this, a 'clunk' noise appeared beside me, to the girl who lent me her Macbeth, your wish had appeared sooner than you have ever expected, the mask had dropped.
To someone, you might think that all these things might be fake, just some temporarily enlightenment, but believe me, its the things that Im thinking of now.
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