Sunday, July 23, 2006
Reflect
~Reflect~
I just realised that I will NEVER ever buy another soft toy for girls, because after countless SMSes and lots of time walking around, its the first toy that I saw... =/
YOU BETTER BRING MY PIG TOMORROW OR YOURE DEAD XD
Okay, enough of all these normal mundane stuff, the title of this entry is to reflect, so erm lets reflect!
I feel that Im a selfish brat, who only cares for my own benefit, and ignores the feelings of others. Everytime I lose a friend, I always try to be self-delusional, and keeps thinking that its so-and-so who have snatched my friend away, and begins to nurse a hatred for him. And the real problem? Me.
To 22062216, you were right, I had never been a good friend.
Over the years, my nonchalant attitude have made me lose quite a number of friends I must say. When I need them, I expect them to be there for me, but have I ever been by their side when they need me? No.
Alot of these friends might possibly become life-long friends, but, pity.
I had missed away lots of countless oppurtunities, those times that people ask me out, I declined them, day after day, month after month, do they still ask me for outings? No.
No time to despair!
Changes will be made!
I hope.
Im losing them one by one, and soon Ill be left with none.
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