Thursday, July 13, 2006
Illusions
This game which everyone must play.
Obeyed all the rules of the game I did.
Gathered advice whenever I can.
Shortcuts I ventured to win the game.
However I flopped at the game
I aspired to change in order to win.
But I failed.
Terribly.
The game of life.
Someone once said, to see is to believe.
Retarded concept.
The kid whom sat next to you who have a billabong pencil box, bag, wear branded shirts might not be rich; it might be an illusion.
The happy-go-lucky me in school is not what I seem to be, dont be fooled by other peoples outer layer, they might just be mere illusions.
Another person once said, what you infer must be the truth.
Again, wrong idea.
The guy who comforted you when youre sad might not be your friend; he might just be gaining your trust for other needs in the future.
The me that you know might be what you thnk of, I cant be bothered if you say that Im not depressed, just to act emotional and create a blog which will attract readers. I dont care.
And, stop tagging at my board saying that I should be happier, or cheer up, life isnt that bad, or something like that, I really cant stand any of those.
I tried, I failed, I tried, I failed, I tried, I failed, I give up.
Im sick of all these.
Who will be that holder of light which will illuminate all the darkness in my life?
Im still waiting for that person to come.
Waiting, hoping, praying, begging for someone.
Please come soon, before I lose hope again.
To a certain someone, maybe you're right, I'm shy...
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